I had already told you I was seeing ANOTHER new doctor for my leg. (insert eye rolling and sighing). Well…first I LOATHE cars. So the 45 minute car ride up there was stress since it was ALL highway with semis and faster cars and curves and drop offs and my mom’s van screwing up the entire trip. So we get there early enough for my sister to stop and get coffee. That girl is stuck on coffee…no coffee even I won’t go near her. So we get me dropped off.
NOT EVEN DONE WITH PAPERWORK; lady comes to get me for xrays. Lord have mercy on me. FINE. 13 different positions for my ankle LATER…I was led to a room. My appointment is at 1:15 and I arrived at 12:45. So my surprise, I hit submit on the ipad thingy that I was filling out and load my game thinking I have time. NOPE. Not even 5 minutes later a lady came in. I looked at her and she was nice. By this point my foot was already changing colors and loosing temperature so she was already making decisions before even asking any questions.
“How long has this been going on?”
“Well…I fell in 2106 and it just never got better. This last year it just took a turn for the worse.”
“How so?” I explained about the constant falls and it spreading. She nodded typing into the cool computer that has an electric key thingy on the outside. “So before the fall how was your ankle?”
“Normal, I was an extremely active person. I walked all over town, rode horses, and rode bikes with my nephews.”
“So how has this effected any of that?”
I laughed. “That all has been halted. When I say my year was bad I mean it got bad. I had to sell my horse and pretty much biking is out of the question since my hands hurt to touch the handles.”
“Do you do the desensitizing exercises?”
“A lot. I just to be able to wear a remotely tight shirt.” Wearing my green camo long sleeve shirt (bad choice as it was over 40 degrees). “And socks are still hit and miss when I can wear them. I have days were wearing them goes unnoticed and other days where the feel of them touching my foot makes me cry and want to cut them off.”
“We are going to suggest a couple of things. LONG before surgery which is still a possibility.”
“Okay, I am willing to try anything at this point to avoid surgery.”
“Well with CRPS surgery is a last resort for anything. Especially in the affected area. We are sending you to OUR specialists who are the only experts in Michigan for the disease. They can come up with a different plan of attack to get it back under control. That okay?”
“Sounds good.”
“We are also going to give you an insert you should buy off Amazon.” Insert sigh. “What?”
“I can’t afford them. I haven’t worked in over a year.” She nodded.
“Well we will try something else for now then. We are still going to be giving you a lace up brace to try to reset that bone naturally. It might be uncomfortable for a while but it will help also we’re going to be adding a wedge to the inside of your boot.” I am wearing my camo western boots. “This will force the foot to roll back flat since you have such an unnaturally high arch. This will be double checked by the main doctor just to make sure I made the right diagnosis on this. You are low on cartilage in the ankle. I’m not saying that’s not a problem but if we were to put the screws in to hold the bone in place right now, there would be no help for the pain. Pain controlled first then we think about surgery. Deal?”
“Sounds good.” I smiled relaxing. She looked at my ankle again shaking her head.
“It’s getting darker still. I’m going to be right back. I’m going to go get him and put the orders in for the wedge and brace.” She left. Again I didn’t even finish one round of my game before she returned with the other doctor.
He looked at my foot (he hasn’t even touched it yet). “We are sending you to the pain specialty clinic.”
Proceeds with the usual touching and sensitivity testing. He shakes his head and speaks weird doctor to her and she types a few more things in the computer dingy. “We are going to wait until they send you back to us. We don’t want to make this worse. Your foot is 25 degrees colder than the left and you’ve only had xrays done on it standing. That is a rapid drop. Go ahead and put your socks on. Let’s see if we can warm it up before you leave otherwise they’ll require you in today.”
My sister got a text WHILE I was still in the office that the new clinic had called to make an appointment and it was in 2 weeks. She picked me up and got me a new lotion from Bath & Body Works to make me feel a little better (that was the hope any way).
So I will be posting a picture of the new brace and wedge later. It’s 2:47 am on the 4th so I should be in bed. I have to get up at 5 to go to work one last time with my fiance. We are still shooting to leave at the end of the month.